Smitten by Perfection.

You are exquisite, babe. You're timeless. You are unhumanly beautiful. Sometimes, you blow my mind. Actually, you blow my mind every second of every day. But there are those moments, when I swear, my heart skips a beat and I can't breathe. Sometimes, it's when your lips curl up on one side and give your single, breathless chuckle. The way you look when you give me that face, its like you're saying 'oh, amanda. what am I going to do with you?' I like the feeling I get in the pit of my stomach when see that grin. And it never fails, even thinking about it, makes me breathe a little bit faster.

You are brilliantly handsome. You have no flaws... anywhere. I wake up every day, and ask myself, what have i done to deserve this good luck? why am i so blessed? i don't deserve everything that I have, but sure am glad that I have it. I think that may blow my mind most of all. Sometimes, your mouth doesn't even have to turn into a full-grown smile. Probably my second favorite expression that you have is when your lips barely even flinch. there is just the slightest smile played across your face, but boy, do your eyes ever shine. You showed me what it meant to smile with your eyes. You don't even know you do it, I can read a million words in your eyes when you look at me like that. It paralyzes me momentarily. This face is the most beautiful sight I've ever seen. I like to think, that when your eyes are saying a thousand things, the most prominent thought on your side of those eyes are 'I can't believe you're mine.' Because that's exactly what I'm thinking, when you so unfairly unleash your emotions like that. I'm telling you, you just shimmer and glow, from the inside out. Thats when I feel the closest to you. I feel like I can see straight to your heart for those few short seconds.

You are perfect, in every way. Maybe I'm jealous, of the way you're so effortlessly gorgeous, all the time. This entire thing probably sounds so silly to you as you read it, me talking about eyes smiling and whatnot. I only hope that maybe you see the same things in me, that somehow you know how to get lost in my smiles, and are able to read the words on my heart. i know i sound ridiculous, but... sigh... someday, you'll know just how I love you. And how I take in every little thing about you. How your raw emotions melt me into goo and turn my legs to green jello. I am absolutley 100% intoxicated with you, and don't I act like it too?ha But seriously, you make me feel like I'm finally living out my wildest dreams; of spending all of my time with, all of my thoughts of, my like full of- nothing but the man I am completely infatuated with. I am in love with you joshua, down to your very being. I love every inch of your soul, and can feel every beat of your heart. I LOVE living on love.

Just know... that you are my world. In every aspect. If you were to ever, ever, ever let anything happen to you, I don't know what I would do. My life would be empty, hollow, and hopeless.

Your smiles and your eyes... oh I thank Godevery night for those two passage ways into your heart.

I will show you. You will know, how much I love you. I will still be trying when we're 98 years old. My emotions for you are so great, that these words that I've written do no justice. I will have to show you in ways that words can't describe. You'll have to read me by my smiles and my eyes, and all the ways I try to show you that I love you, with ever fiber of my being.

I love you.

I am so smitten by you, it is ridiculous Joshua. And I will always be smitten by you. For as long as we both shall live. And ever after.