Wednesday, March 11, 2009

While you were sleeping...


Hi baby. You told me to call you at 12:30 to wake you up, which I did. But you didn't answer me, twice. So I decided that if you were that sleepy, then I would just let you sleep. And then I started thinking...

... about you and me. & how much I love you. And how much I think about you. And many things run through my mind with you attched to end of every thought. And how some things I never get to tell you. So i decided that when that happened, I would write on here and you could read it whenever you wanted to. Now, remember, this is about .000001% of my thoughts. But it will be .000001% more than you would hear without this.

Back to you. I love you so much, that I think about the future, all the time. All the time. How our life is going to be when its just us, no one else around. Like when we go away to college. In our first apartment. Living off Ramen Noodles & Chef Boyarde. I can't wait to have no money. Ha, I know that sounds weird & pitiful, I can't wait. I'm not a very materialistic girl. So I can't wait to have nothing but your company. As cliche as it sounds, that all I need, is your company. I just think about there be no one to yell at me to do the laundry or the dishes. I won't mind doing them, on my own time, when I decide to. I just can't wait to live by my own rules. By our own rules.

Sometimes I can't believe that we've been together for 1 year 5 months and 11 days. It doesn't seem that long at all. But I'm so glad that it has been. You're my world Joshua, my heart.

I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. Know, that I'm always thinking of you. I have to get ready for work now. I have to be there at 3. Work till 9. I love you babydoll. Don't ever forget it. There will be more where this came from love.

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